WHY DON'T I FUCKING GET MAIL ANYMORE?

Oh, and $34 McDonalds Dollar Menu Binge. Fuck my life.

ARGH. I just went to Perkins with a friend and had a huuuuge, unneccesary binge on Eggs Benedict and a muffin. Now, I feel like I want to die. Except if I go to purge, my roommate will hear it. And I do NOT want that.

But this food will make me so huuuuuge.

And I feel sick. Like, every time I go to breathe, I can feel a purge coming on. But I don't do it.

Yet, I want to. You have no idea.

Ugh, life decisions here, people.

 Okeedokee. So I hardly ever post to my person LJ, because I have a blog that I prefer. So, I suppose if you want to read deep into the inner workings of me (WHY you would want to is beyond me, but whatever.) here it is:

www.cheesywhatsit.com

i went to high school with the pizza delivery girl. She literally delivers to my house every time i order. it's sort of depressing that neither of us are doing anything with our lives.

So, this isn't much, and sorry if any are reposts. it's my first time posting, be nice :]

 

 blackberries are hella tasty, yet oh so hella messy :(

Fourth Of July sort of sucks when you don't have a man.  

 I really hate guys. Guys that date you and then turn around and sleep with two ridiculously thin pretty bitches. But he's why I/'m doing this. Messed up, no? I NEED to drop at least fifty punds. How quickly can I do it I wonder? Not quick enough.

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  Ugh, I feel so gross. I ate like a pig today. And I've really been trying. It's like no matter what I do, I have these cravings for food. Ugh. I had a piece of french toast at work this morning. I was feeling lightheaded so I NEEDED sugar, teehee. Then I ha a half a turkey burger and a piece ofcookie dough. Not to mention half a can of diet coke. 

Does ANYONE know how to curb cravings? I can't stop them. I've tried a rubber band but I'm afraid people will notice.